I noticed when I was working full-time and going to school that by 8 o'clock at night, I did not want to hear my name called, hear a child cry, tell some big kid that the dishes are still not done, nor tell anyone that they should have been in the tub an hour ago. AND, I am realizing that it is no different now that I am working 20 hours less per week. My brain just shuts down; I have no control over myself nor some of the words and tones that exits my mouth. I really wonder why my brain just shuts down like that, I guess it is so possible for me to overdo things, that it devised a mechanism that starts turning off switches. Now if I can just get my kids brain to adapt to mine, and they automatically know what to do and when to do, then .... you know, I can be at peace with self. OK, so that is reaching very far, but they should be able to tell when I have reached that point and that they need to back the &**k off (please excuse my vulgar language, but it was needed).
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